2348dreams, stuff

[evile]

Jul. 7, 2004

 

 

dreamt last night that I went to hot springs with my mom, sister, &
Aunt L. It was run by catholics, many rooms with a spring in each room
with a different name. I think each name was a saint's namd that was
supposed to cure a different illness. Lots of old people & boxes of
laxative products in one room. I went to one that was quiet & this
guy came in and we had hot sex.

Something about a sawyer party in amongst this, eating shrimp. wierd
xmas tree. something maybe mom's house in MT. dunno.
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lunch at Mr. Natural, then went shopping w/Aunt L. Found a little
pencil, eraser & bookmark for Jen, with Eiffel Tower on it. Found
some high top shoes for me. they're cool. Had intestinal wierdness
yesterday which continued today. On a hunch I wore a pantiliner out
today, it was spotted when I got home with icky stuff. I have been
using Womens Toner tea for the past couple days, maybe it is working
to get all that dead stuff out. That would be good.

talked w/Sweetie tonight about getting a goodwill couch, ours is really
nasty & needs to be thrown out. Since we have cats, no real point in
getting a nice new one. He talked about maybe couch shopping this
weekend. I told him I was going to roller derby on Sun. He said "with
who?" and I said "just me" and he said "aw"..I asked if he wanted to
go and he said sure. Then we had a pointless & hurtful conversation
about how he's been trying harder lately not to say no whenever I
suggest anything for us to do. And is hurt because I hadn't noticed.

fuck.