evile | 1827Hermity

Jan. 6, 2004

e. went out of the country on Dec. 18 or so and just got back,
apparently. She wants to go see ROTK on Friday, so I'm all like "just
tell me when & where, and I'll be there" and then she jumps on
with "we need to get tickets in advance and btw, do you want to go to
Wimberley on Sunday?" AGH!!!

So we are back to the when/where/what followed by FLAKE! fuckwittage
again. *sigh* I kind of missed the quiet. Not that I don't enjoy
spending time with her when I am actually _with_ her, but the
planning & flaking just exhausts me utterly.

I am really not motivated to see anyone or do anything. I don't know
if I'm just burned out from all the family togetherness over the
holidays or if this is my 'mode' now. Seems that all my efforts over
the last year+ to meet people and make friends really didn't
accomplish much in the way of making 'real' friends. Yes I go to
various group activities, but it has not led to any friendships one-
on-one outside of the group. Except for Stephanie, I guess. *sigh*