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my mom died
I am unemployed
Plumbing project is happening in our front yard; poop pipe was about to crumble to dust and needed replacing. It got started and mostly done this week but inspector couldn't be found until after the holiday weekend so we have open stinky pipes out front that will get inspected and buried soon. good because it reeks.
Texas is flooding
The Fucking Government just voted to enact a police state with a budget bigger than many countries' military budget. In addition to fucking over poor kids, poor people in general, and just basically giving all their power away to the president. The supreme court already gave their power to the president as well.
I don't really know what else to say about anything.
Husband has been off work all week. It has been nice but I also realize that I don't get as much done around the house when he is here. I feel like (and it is probably not true, but it feels like) he follows me around nagging and correcting me whenever I am doing things. So I just prefer not to do things when he's here. I don't think this is true. But I feel nagged and judged and it's hard to do things when one is feeling that way.
I got a text from my retina doctor that I need a checkup.
I have a dentist appointment next week for a checkup/cleaning.
Life is continuing in a very small way.
I have just kept it small since 2016 and even smaller in 2020 and after.
My friend Sam who lost her husband last year and had a bad fall this year has moved to TX with us. Various fuckeries with the original homebuyers and scheduled movers made it so that her shitty druggy neighbors stole most of what she had, basically everything she and I packed. She has a few pieces of furniture that made it to TX and are in storage. She has what we managed to stuff into her tiny Toyota Echo, her two cats, and her dog. And that's it. My heart hurts for her and I feel as though I failed in trying to help her.
I don't really know what else to say. Sad angry numb aging failing weak
that's pretty much it.
I am unemployed
Plumbing project is happening in our front yard; poop pipe was about to crumble to dust and needed replacing. It got started and mostly done this week but inspector couldn't be found until after the holiday weekend so we have open stinky pipes out front that will get inspected and buried soon. good because it reeks.
Texas is flooding
The Fucking Government just voted to enact a police state with a budget bigger than many countries' military budget. In addition to fucking over poor kids, poor people in general, and just basically giving all their power away to the president. The supreme court already gave their power to the president as well.
I don't really know what else to say about anything.
Husband has been off work all week. It has been nice but I also realize that I don't get as much done around the house when he is here. I feel like (and it is probably not true, but it feels like) he follows me around nagging and correcting me whenever I am doing things. So I just prefer not to do things when he's here. I don't think this is true. But I feel nagged and judged and it's hard to do things when one is feeling that way.
I got a text from my retina doctor that I need a checkup.
I have a dentist appointment next week for a checkup/cleaning.
Life is continuing in a very small way.
I have just kept it small since 2016 and even smaller in 2020 and after.
My friend Sam who lost her husband last year and had a bad fall this year has moved to TX with us. Various fuckeries with the original homebuyers and scheduled movers made it so that her shitty druggy neighbors stole most of what she had, basically everything she and I packed. She has a few pieces of furniture that made it to TX and are in storage. She has what we managed to stuff into her tiny Toyota Echo, her two cats, and her dog. And that's it. My heart hurts for her and I feel as though I failed in trying to help her.
I don't really know what else to say. Sad angry numb aging failing weak
that's pretty much it.