Me. I am not: stupid I hurt: most people who care about me I love: my family & friends I hate: hypocrisy and lies I fear: failure, most things and most people I hope: for a quick, painless death before I'm too old and demented I yearn: for nothing I regret: the things I didn't more than the things I did. I care: too much, but not out loud most of the time. I always: think I long: to travel & see the world, to show the places I've seen to someone who would like it as much as I do. I feel alone: most of the time, but it's not lonely, it's alone. And there's a difference. I listen: to music I hide: my emotions I drive: carefully I sing: sometimes I dance: rarely/never/only when very drunk I write: compulsively, all the time, for no apparent reason I breathe: without thinking too much about it. I play: rarely I miss: the boobs I had when I was 25 I cry: easily but in private I search: the web I feel: not much I know: a little bit about a lot of different things I say: too much most times. I fail: rarely, because I try rarely. I dream: vividly I wonder: not much I want: not much I worry: about looking foolish in front of people I wish: to win the lottery I fight: rarely I need: nothing I have: everything I need. I am: content.
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Erika
Sep. 9, 2004
Me.
I am not: stupid
I hurt: most people who care about me
I love: my family & friends
I hate: hypocrisy and lies
I fear: failure, most things and most people
I hope: for a quick, painless death before I'm too old and demented
I yearn: for nothing
I regret: the things I didn't more than the things I did.
I care: too much, but not out loud most of the time.
I always: think
I long: to travel & see the world, to show the places I've seen to
someone who would like it as much as I do.
I feel alone: most of the time, but it's not lonely, it's alone. And
there's a difference.
I listen: to music
I hide: my emotions
I drive: carefully
I sing: sometimes
I dance: rarely/never/only when very drunk
I write: compulsively, all the time, for no apparent reason
I breathe: without thinking too much about it.
I play: rarely
I miss: the boobs I had when I was 25
I cry: easily but in private
I search: the web
I feel: not much
I know: a little bit about a lot of different things
I say: too much most times.
I fail: rarely, because I try rarely.
I dream: vividly
I wonder: not much
I want: not much
I worry: about looking foolish in front of people
I wish: to win the lottery
I fight: rarely
I need: nothing
I have: everything I need.
I am: content.